gOthIc mE

examinations finally over

2006-05-09T14:30:00.000-07:00

my freaking examinations are finally over . now i can have more time to do anything i want . but i didnt really study for this exam at all . got a feeling , a terrible feeling tad i'll fail really badly . haiis . terrible terrible really terrible . sadded man ,, hahas .

i've finally played pool last saturday . didnt meet him cuz he had to work . lol . POOL !!! .. hmmm ,, havent been to cine in a long time , really missing the ppl there already . its always bugis bugis and more bugis now . hahas .. currently waiting for my exams results ,, very excited about maths !!!! hahas ..

anywae ,, this lame and short entry is EE YUE LI , GWEN ask me to write one . tads why i've got nth to sae . lol . got a new click - MAG !! , which is melissa , allen and gwen . hahas . wondering hu's allen , its the dear wanling . hahas . we're in gwen's house now . AHH !! wanling is finally here . gd gd gd . lets eat !!

ta-ta ..

everything's back to normal ..

2006-04-16T17:30:00.000-07:00

hmmm ..

everything's back to normal . just the way that i wanted and hoped it to be . i'd never thought that he'd come back . but he did . =)

lalala ..

now all i have to do is just to study hard and score good results for my exams . then everything will be perfect . problems with my family are fine now . at least they understand me better . hahas . accepting him is one hing . lol . i'm still waiting for tad zhar bo to accept jeffrey . den everything will be so perfect . hahas .

LUO WANLING !! FASTER LA !!

no gigs man . its like so happening . lol . should take a video of what happened in the cinema last night . WAKAKA . opps . i'll not mention anything here just in case . lol .

I HAVENT BEEN PLAYING POOL FOR THE LONGEST TIME IN MY ENTIRE LIFE !!!!!! ARRGG!! ...... i'm sooooooo sad . i miss pool . i miss pool . i miss pool . i miss pool . i miss pool .

I MISS POOL !!!!!!! WHEN CAN I GO BACK TO MONSTERCUE ?????? sob sob sob sob sob sob ......... (and it goes on and on) .. its so sad man !! haiis . this minuses off another perfect thing in my life - POOL ! i've been having absolute no time to play pool for the last god-knows-how-many weeks . and i'm so freaking sad about it . gawd save me .

SADDED !!! lol .

back to the books ! ta-ta .

haiis ,, miss him loads .

2006-04-07T19:30:00.000-07:00

haiis . really miss him so much now . ever since he left me i've been missing him more each day . in front of him i might always be that cheerful girl , but he doesnt know how much i'm suffering inside cuz of him . if only he'd come back , everything would be fine .

i know its stupid writing all my feelings on my blog . but this blog is my diary . hahas !!! . sort of , i guess . and moreover i cant keep what i'm feeling inside anymore . i have to say it out somehow . he's right , i shouldnt be keeping my problems inside me all the time . but i juz wish that he was still there to hear them . haiis .

i just talked to him over the phone last night . couldnt help but to cry upon hearing his voice . cuz i miss him too much . really wanna see him again . but i'm afraid i would break down . wish i could juz hug him for the last time , but i know its impossible . i didnt even dare to pass him his birthday present personally . its not that i dun wanna see him . i do . but scared . haiis . i cry myself to sleep every night cuz of him . only anna knows about it . and still a million tears not shed yet .

sometimes i just wonder if theres still a place for me in his heart . maybe not .

bavani was hit by a car on her way back to school for remedial . poor girl . just came back from the hospital as i went to see her . hope she gets better . "bavani , i'll keep praying for u . take care ."

stupid freaking dora was beside me during co's photo taking today . omg . feel like swinging my hand across her face . i'm bloody fed up la . even though i have to agree with ruiguang that standing beside her will make me look much thinner but i cant accept the fact that i'm standing beside co's most hated person . gawd . lucky she's not inside the committee photo , or i could have just sworn on the spot that i'll die in both photos . lol . still finding a reason to scold her . wait till she ask me for something again when i go back to co .

buh bye dear diary .

hospital days

2006-04-04T22:30:00.000-07:00

spent the last few miserable and boring days at NUH . seriously nothing to do once u're admitted into a hospital . yawn . especially when ur best fren is at school and no one is there to accompany you . wahhh . that terrible feeling . and when that freaking needle gets into our hand and stays there for as long as you stay in that bed . omg . someone save me . but one thing la , you can use their phone and chat with ur friends for as long as u wan . lol .

have to stay at home again tomorrow as that woman at home dun let me go to school . reason ? cuz i'm not fully recovered . like c'mon !!! if i'm not fully recovered , i would still be there right now . what shit is she talking . omg . sickening man .

and give me a freaking break !!! she starts nagging again the moment i step home . walau ! at that moment i just wished i was still at the hospital and nv come home man ! she's bloody irritating . pls note that the blogger is still fuming inside when typing this . beware arh !! . arrgg ! can't stand her man . the day she understands me and the day she stop nagging and be a reasonable mum is the day you'll see pigs fly . even though air pork flies but i meant real pigs la . stupid woman . she never gets enough of herself i dunno why . everyone is already tired and sick of her nagging . gawd . dad's equally as bad but he's better now . at least he can still accept the fact about adrian . imagine if i told my mum . wahhh . i'll be in a coffin in no time . *rolls eyes* .

tired now . didnt get a peaceful sleep at the hospital last nite cuz babies kept crying . fwah oh man .

nighty night .

at the beach with wayne and lincoln

2006-04-01T23:45:00.000-08:00

just reached home and i'm SO tired .

haiis . i really have to thank weining and lincoln for today . without them , i think i'd still be thinking of him and shedding tears over him .

met lincoln at lot 1 straight after co . missing all my juniors again . took cab all the way to fisherman's and straight to the beach . the sand was wonderful . i could feel the tingling sensation when the grains of sand slipped through my toes . hahas . the whole stretch of the beach was ours . there wasnt many ppl though , plus it had all our drawings and scribblings on the sand . lincoln took pictures of them . went to rest a while later on as we were very tired already . haiis . it started to rain . damn . we were stuck under that pathetic shelter for like half an hour or so . and this disgusting guy wanted weining's number . lol . could have just laugh my ass off la . he can even dare to ask number from a pretty gal . omg . i trust weining isnt blind . but maybe frens is a yes la . hahas .

back to the beach with drawings and scribblings after a nice dinner . we settled down and enjoyed the sea breeze till it was dark . so nice . when there wasnt really anyone , that was when we shouted and ease off everything . i miss him so much .

"EUGENE , HAO XIANG NI . WO BU HUI ZAI WEI NI DIAO YAN LEI"
"ADRIAN , WEI SHE ME YAO LI KAI WO . HAO XIANG NI"

me and weining really felt alot better . but memories which cannot be erased still stays inside our hearts . come to think of it , we're all in the same situation . haiis . wish he'd come back .

sparkles that lincoln bought lighted up out night . it was so beautiful . and not to mention all the songs we sang together . it was just all so meaningful . but back home after that . shag . really tired right now , and still waiting for lincoln to send those photos over . hahas .

hao xiang ta .

i miss co

2006-03-28T22:04:00.000-08:00

just a few days ago , i was so happy tad concert was finally going to be over . i was so happy tad i need not go to co anymore . but after the concert , i felt very empty , like something was missing from my life . i suddenly realised how important co was to me and i regretted how i kept feeling abt co before the concert .

now , all i want is for co to be a part of my life always . i miss my juniors and frens in co . i really wish i didnt have to step down . but even so , all the memorable times during co with my juniors will always stay in my heart .

we worked so hard for months and struggled our guts out , just to preapare for two hours in our lives . after that two hours , i juz felt as if i have just lost something very precious to me . i felt like crying in the bus on the way back to school . but i didnt wan to see my juniors cry with me . i really miss them now . even though i will still be back next year , i still cant forget the times i spent with those who are leaving . bernice , sien , ruiguang , wei zhe and all who are graduating this year . miss u guys lots !! hope u'll come back to help out soon !!

DORA !!!! i hate her !!! "melissa , can u help me wipe my specs with ur shirt?" like WTF !!! hu do u think i am . u dun have ur own shirt to wipe ur specs izit !!! must i do it for u ? eh bloody fucker show me some respect la . i'm ur senior ok . jerk ass . if it wasnt for the concert , i would have thrown whatever was in my hand at ur fucking face and burst another pimple of yours. and stop acting as if u're so pretty and that u're welcomed by everyone . hope u fucking read my blog so tad u know tad u're NOT . u are disgusting and irritating . stop talking to me before i scream at you one day . and trust me that day will come soon . i would have done so when u asked me to clean ur stupid specs but i didnt want to cuz we were backstage preparing for the concert . didnt wanna hurt ur little feelings just before an important event . trust me that if i do , the name melissa will never be erased from ur mind . fucking bitch ! ji bye kia .

swiss orchestra nite 'o6

2006-03-27T16:35:00.000-08:00

last night was our very own swiss orchestra nite .. tiring day but i have to admit that it was fun . as in really really fun . surprisingly i didnt feel nervous at all . in fact , excited . lol . jiang jun ling and da li qing feng didnt turn out as bad as i expected . yu zhou was wonderful as well . have to give some praises to ruiguang . he did very well in his solo piece as well . *applaud* .. hahas . and not to forget raymond and xue ying . great job !! and everyone who was on stage , well done !! i obviously think we did better then any of our rehearsals , as in much better . hahas . everyone did a great job ! hope next year's syf will be much better then last night !! SCCO , JIA YOU !!!!

yawn . went for supper with ruiguang , john , zhixiang , jingfeng and jieying after leaving school 930 in the night . we were damn tired but just talking to those crappers made me and jieying laugh like two crazy gals . hahas . we were thinking of skipping school today . but we were good girls and boys . only john skipped school . tsk tsk . lol . reached home at around 11 . shag .

slept almost the whole day in school just now . yawn . and i think now too . lol .

buh byex ..

new skin

2006-03-24T06:55:00.000-08:00

wahaha .. i've just got a new blog skin . so nice rite . fwahahah !!!!! .. love it alot alot alot .. hahas .

anyway , swiss orchestra nite is in 2 days and i'm very very very very nervous. gawd !! just wanna kill myself on stage . hahas ... wish me luck !! wahahah . people who are coming , dont be late or u'll get lousy seats . hahas .

anyway , i'm beginning to feel very sleepy and tired . have to report for prac. tmr morning . see ya .

ta-ta ...

drinking with anna n nick ..

2006-03-15T20:02:00.000-08:00

omg , come to think of it , its been a pretty long time since i updated my blog . lol . its been the normal things every weekend now . pool and blah blah blah . dont know why i never get bored of it . but nvm , lol .

went out with anna the whole day ytd . with black nails . wahahaha . from peninsula plaza ( damn my witchcraft shop is closed ) to anna mum's office at international building to isetan to cine ( my home ) to plaza singapura and back home again . but surprisingly it doesnt stop there yesterday . went home to get dressed again and out to the bar with nick and anna . lol . so fun . beginning to like the taste of martini . even though stupid nick dared me and anna to down it . wtf . lol . anna's a lousy drinker . HAHA . she couldn't take in anymore after that . she was all high already . lol . went for pool after that and reached home quite late . lol . how late do u think it was , i just woke up . lol .

ryan went to the army the day before . man , i'm gonna miss him . and gonna miss his hair , for him . lol . poor thing man . haiis haiis haiis .

anyway , i'm gonna be a good girl and stay at home today . finish up all my bloody homework . lol .

ta-ta .

haiis..

2006-02-08T04:17:00.000-08:00

i dunno why i'm feeling so sad and helpless until now.. someone please tell me why i still love him.. tell me why i need to cry over a guy like him.. tell me why i cant get over him.. tell me why he's treating me like this.. tell me!!!

haiis..

if i'd knew, i wun be in this situation today.. i'm still crying.. i dunno why.. my heart is still tearing and i'm still feeling heart brokened and lost.. i thought i could spend this valentine's day with him.. but i guess i'm wrong.. like always. maybe we're juz not fated to be togther.. if so, i shouldn't be feeling sad at all.. but i still am..

my heart has been locked up and he's the onli key tad can open it.. someone pls save me..

haiis..

i still love him.. alot..

hais.. broken up..

2006-01-19T01:45:00.000-08:00

its over..............

fuck jiarong la

2006-01-14T20:57:00.000-08:00

being with an asshole will surely kill u one la.. guys are all the same.. selfish, filled with pride, die die oso wan face, they NEVER put their steads first priority.. to them, frens comes first, pool comes second.. dunno which position the word "stead" comes in.. think is last or second last la.. fuck him.. bloody pissed off lor.. guys like him are total fuckers..

thanks..

2006-01-07T22:17:00.000-08:00

even though i've been recently having alot of problems with jiarong, my frens at cine have always been there for me.. thanks alot guys.. maybe cine is the only thing on my mind right now.. maybe i need some time off alone.. but i'm too soft hearted to break up with him.. i'm really irritated by everything he does.. maybe i'm juz gonna go with fadzli's solution and giv him another week.. hope things change for the better..

i miss pool.. havent been playing pool for the longest time in my life.. gonna get worse.. boring la... nothing to blog about either.. siannnnnnn..........................................

hate school, hate teachers, hate co.............. I WANNA GO CINE!!!! i wan a ddr machine in my house man.. someone get me one..

anywae.. gtg eat lunch.. bye..

hols rock..

2005-12-29T20:55:00.000-08:00

since the last time i blogged, my holidays changed totally.. it has been near to a month.. all i did was play pool, movie, arcade, lan, party, staying out late.. sometimes to the extend of not going home for the night.. gawds.. i'm so bloody bad.. but cant help it.. love my life.. all this is gonna reduce to once a week when school reopens.. what the fuck.. like my life lacks the fun.. but who cares.. once a week is of cuz better then none a week.. cant wait will june hols when i start doing all these again.. juz spend 2 days and all my homework is done.. wahahaha.. well.. of cuz i hecked POA and chinese.. fuck it.. cant be bothered to finish those and i seriously dun care about doing any more homework..

cant wait till my cousin gets back from hong kong so i can go clubbing.. cuz she knows the manager.. so cool.. anything is possible when da jie is around.. dunno whr the hell she get so many lo bangs from.. hahas..

wahaha.. i'm so happy.. i trashed channon in pool.. like FINALLY.. he was so pissed.. wahaha.. someone should juz be there and take a photo of his face.. hahas.. anyways, he cut off his blue hair and now its so short.. ugly freak.. shouldnt have though.. blue hair is nice.. juz like dear.. but he dyed his back black.. wtf.. channon lost all his pool skills to me man.. wahahah..

have been hanging out with anna and nick lately.. bloody nick got caught for smoking.. hahas.. like wad the hell.. who the hell ask him, a 14 year old guy, to smoke in public.. hahas.. anna and i were so lucky we werent there.. wahaha.. not to mention shisha.. dunno if i spelled that correctly.. hahas..

we've been a marilyn manson fan lately.. not to mention appearing goth in the streets cuz of rasp.. not me but anna.. i'm not a rasp. fan.. i should find time and change my blog layout.. to some gothic layout which totally rox.. and MM's face on it.. wahaha.. playing songs like (s)aint and the reflecting god.. hahas.. so cant wait.. but too bad i've no time...

anyways.. gtg now.. going to bugis with channon and pearl.. den to meridien for pool.. again.. dunno why i never get bored..

ta-ta..

outing with anna.. rox..

2005-11-24T23:36:00.000-08:00

walking aimlessly at city hall was the only thing that fucked me up.. anna and i seriously didnt have anything to do.. we were like exploring the esplanade area and looking at fucking ex stuff which we jolly well know tad we only had 10 bucks on us each.. that is like so little.. but.. imagine having such a fun and good day spending only 8 bucks.. haha..

we walked and walked.. i suddenly felt like doing something crazy.. which i so did.. i walked up a parapet hardly 50cm wide outside the esplanade and anna followed.. haha.. it was so fun.. we decided to go further in.. and it was so bloody dirty.. we were like covered in dust and its simply yucks....!!!!

walking to the toilet, we washed up and left the toilet the way we once were.. bought like lots of tidbits and a bottle of coke.. it was like those bottles that you dont really see around anymore.. surprisingly they have it.. wow.. went back to our perfect little spot and had a wonderful time there under the shade.. sea breeze.. bloody hell..!! its the life man.. we were in for more crazy stuff and after we had our drink, we so wanted to put something in and throw the bottle into the river.. well.. thats where my eye liner and interview slip came in.. i decided to fuck the job so i tore the slip up and we had writings on it.. what was it ? hmm.. cant say.. shhh.. haha..

left the place and my bloody slippers snapped.. like what the fuck la.. i was like walking bare footed all over the place and ppl all over were looking at me as though i juz killed someone.. which i didnt.. fuck it man.. i know.. i can be so bloody vulgar at times.. anna that bitch was like laughing her head off.. she's gonna get it.. yea but anyway, went to fullerton hotel to bloody beg for a sewing kit.. omg.. u should have seen anna's face when they didnt let us have one.. she was so bloody serious and going "please sir.. i really need the sewing kit now cuz my fren's slippers have snapped and she cant walk.." omg... so bloody serious la.. like doing some business or something.. i'm so laughing..

but anyway, we went to their underground thing to one fullerton.. it was so bloody fun man.. love that bitch.. haha..

walked all the way to clarke quey and bought a can of tiger beer from the 7 eleven at liang court.. they so dun care la.. and even let us purchase it despite the bloody fact that we're way underage.. they can be so biased.. haha.. well.. anna that bitch got bloody high.. i was juz feeling damn giddy and couldnt walk properly.. but i wasnt as crazy as her.. like wads wrong man.. she only drank hooch when i got tiger beer.. i know.. i can so get drunk easily with 2 cans.. luckily i only had one.. phew..

decided to go home.. and what did i tell ya.. i got my revenge and anna's slipper snapped.. HAHAHAHA.. i'm like so laughing now.. i'm so bloody like having the last laugh.. wahahahah.. this is so cool..

we took like so many video clips the whole day and it was so fun.. esp when seeing anna drunk and her slipper snapped.. haha.. crap..

ta-ta... !!!

wahaha.. love my jia rong

2005-11-18T15:58:00.000-08:00

haha.. its been a long time since i updated my blog.. have been quite busy enjoying myself during the holidays.. hmmm.. its been good.. results werent that bad either..

i'm now at my sister's house using the com.. too bad she doesnt have maple or i'll be hooking myself on maple for the next 5 hours maybe..

my hols are like........... movies every week.. arcade almost everyday.. cyber dome every week again.. pool almost everyday.. all with my cousin channon... he's a bloody lame person.. darn surprised how he got himself into SJI.. he's a gay.. so i dun mind goin out with him.. haha.. crap.. like wad the hell is he thinking.. dying his hair blue, walking along orchard and getting praised my ppl saying "nice hair".... like.. wow.. haha.. well.. i'm gonna dye green the next hol.. cuz its red now.. well.. onli the back.. cuz i still have cca in school so its not gonna be good dying a really crazy colour (like channon chee).. haha..

met james yesterday.. omg.. should have listened to him and not go one on one with a guy.. its like so awkwad cuz we have nothing to talk abt.. nothing at all.. arrg...

anyways.. gtg now.. gonna cook.. wahahaa..

buh byex..

[ hey jr... sry if i couldnt really spend time with u during the hols.. but its enough staying up to pei u and going to hk with u ok.. when its like so dangerous overseas without my parents with me.. but i know u'll be there.. i love u lots.. muackx.. ]

exams are over!!

2005-10-15T11:09:00.000-07:00

FINALLY!! the bloody exams are over and i feel so "free".. no more stress.. i think.. but there's still lots to do for co.. dunno what the heck am i doing but i think i'm rather stupid.. spending so much time on co and gaining nothing..

missed the bloody date for the sending in of forms for the audition.. fuck.. now i have to wait for next year.. bloody hell.. who the freaking hell ask them to place the date in the mids of the exams.. fuck fuck fuck.. missed it..

i hate the weeks.. ok.. i'm gonna do some complaining here.. bloody co.. take up 3 days of the week.. and such long hours.. like what the fuck.. what the hell is a holiday man.. i dont even have time to do the fun things i want with co being 3 times a week.. like what the fuck.. i dont mind 2 times a week.. but ITS A HOLIDAY!!!!!! why so much days a week.. then there's bloody hell no diff btw a normal school week and a holiday..onli that u dont get to go to school.. wtf.. this sucks man..

channon's back from camp so i can continue with the movie marathon.. gonna have lots of fun with channon during the hols.. (except co).. opps.. i'm so bad.. but cant be helped.. its true.. wanna go to the beach.. wahaha.. so fun staying there the whole night.. woo!!!

gotta go now.. meeting up with some1..
hehe..
buh byex..

exams are here!!

2005-09-16T17:02:00.000-07:00

this is not good at all..

the examinations are here and i haven't even started preparing for the exams.. i have so many things to do.. so many tests.. so mant assignments.. how the hell are we gonna study at this rate ?

the school's crazy.. crazy!!!

i really wanna go crazy after the exams.. gotta get out of here.. away from everything little thing.. mid night movies with my cousins.. shopping with my friends.. k box with natalie and felicia.. sun tanning with friends.. sauna with anna.. gonna dye my hair with channon.. and lots of gym with wan ling.. lots of swimming with my cousins.. omg.. what a wonderful holiday it will be after this.. i can already imagine.. sigh.. that's the life man..

the life..

i wanna thank nigel and derrick.. thanks alot for the dolphin.. love it lots.. and.... i know its price.. why did u guys get it anyways.. haha.. but thanks.. love it..

anyway.. gotta get back to my studies before i slack behind again..

tata...

tests and more testss....

2005-08-22T19:45:00.000-07:00

wow.. school life "rox".. its more tests and more tests every day.. the only thing tad will keep u awake in school from monday to friday are tests.. they wont make u sleep.. they are so interesting.. they are so fun.. i love tests.. wow.. i'm hoping the teacher will set more tests for us.. wow.. tests are so wonderful i dont mind having them everyday of my school life...

-.-ll

with that, u obviously know i'm hyperventilating.. and that all those are NEVER true.. they are everyone's nightmare.. and nothing in school other then tests will simply kill u.. leaving no mercy for u at all.. AT ALL !!!! ... there's no difference with having or not having CA exams cause' the are obviously taken over by mini tests which give u so much stress.. day by day.. more tests are coming in.. wow.. i so "love" this.. i'd rather have CA exams to having tests every single day without fail.. stress.. not to forget.............

co
remedials
extra lessons
major examinations (which are obviously comin up)
dizi classes
bbcc
practices
concerts
blah blah blah..........

i'm gonna simply kill myslef on the spot now.. there's juz so many things.. not to mention the concerts coming up.. internal music exchange (which i havent prepared for my solo).. music camp.. yaa daa yaa daa yaa daa.. how the hell am i gonna reach my goals at this rate.. oh yes.. homeworks and projects arent any better.. i dont even have the time to update my blog (its a 'seldom' thing now).. plus u know how i cant live without enjoyment..

and the stress adds on with quarrells with him and blah blah blah.. bad friends relationships and so on.. i mean.. what the hell is the world coming to.. gawd!!!

and to that disgusting and despo guy in swiss sec 4.. i'm gonna save ur reputation by not letting viewers know hu u are.. stop irritating me and get lost.. i'll never in my entire life fucking fall for you.. i'm so fucking disgusted by ur acts.. stop being so juvenile and face up to reality.. no1 is gonna fall for u at this rate.. to please stop pestering me.. i'll NEVER fall for u.. OVER MY DEAD BODY!!! and for gawd's sake.. stop pestering my junior too.. she'll never stead wif u.. neither will i..

ok.. enough.. hope tad guy is SMART enough to read this blog entry.. tata..

a day at sentosa.. national day..

2005-08-09T22:38:00.000-07:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!

hmm.. went to sentosa wif nick, anna and chia lyn todae.. omg.. it was soo fun.. i gulped down alot of salty sea water though.. *pui*.. eewww.. hmm.. my back hurts.. so does my face.. i'm going to school with a red face on thursday.. great.. wow.. i'm burnt.. gawd.. kill me there.. i'm having difficulties even when i sleep.. gosh.. horrible.. but my hands are surprisingly fine thanks to nick's sun tann lotion.. ha.. onli tad i was stupid enough not to put any on my face.. aahhh!!!

had mcdonalds at the science centre after all the fun.. and stayed to see the fireworks wif anna.. rest of da peeps went home.. not to see the NDP.. but to play com.. gawd..

the fireworks were nice.. but i bet not as beautiful as the one at marina.. haha.. miss some shots of it.. darn.. went straight home after tad.. duh..

i didnt take the bus.. walking all the wae home from jurong mrt, i suddenly realise tad its not him i want.. i regretted being together wif him.. dunno wad made me sae yes.. all i needed was the four ppl who were always beside me.. i didnt want anything else.. i thought things through.. thought things hard.. den i finally made a decision to end tad relationship.. i did.. i was happy.. duh.. life's back to normal.. as it always was.. i'm trying to be single as long as i can.. wahahaha.. *evil*.. i onli need those four peeps wif me always.. muackx!!

M J D N Y. . frens forever.. thanks for everything guys..

energy's autograph session..

2005-07-10T22:08:00.000-07:00

OMG..!! me, jin min and pris went to Energy's autograph sessions today... SHUAI DAI LE LA!!!!! omg omg.. niu nai ish soo cute lor.. wahahah.. i practically know wad i wanted to say to them.. but i went totally dumb wen i went on stage to take their autograph.. omg.. kill me.. haha.. but they are soo shuai upfront.. omg.. okok.. enough of this..

i went there like damn early.. ok.. i said its early cuz i usually sleep till tad time on sundays.. haha.. waited for at least 6 hours before we actually got them to sign the albums.. gawd.. tads like....... so long.. my butt was aching.. haha... but we walked a bit before tad.. haha..

stupid ppl in front and behind kept cutting the Q (even though we did too.. but not TAD much).. heh heh.. i was squashed.. haha..

and now i'm really tired thanks to today.. ta ta..

my birthday..

2005-07-04T13:20:00.000-07:00

today's my birthday.. and i'm so tired.. played fer 3 days and its enough le.. gonna study wen school's back.. haha.. spent 3 days in a resort and i'm veh tired.. had the flu.. tad was practically my b'dae present from mother nature.. haha.. hmm.. i love the big tigger tad jiehuang, felicia, derrick and nigel gave me.. love it lots lots.. thanks guys.. and the cd tad sum1 special bought fer me.. to every1 else.. thanks lots.. i loved it all.. heh heh.. but.... the best present happened last night.. it was the second best thing tad could ever happen to me.. shhh... hehex.. i'm sooo tired.. yawn.. didnt sleep at all fer the 1st nite.. but some ppl, hu said they didnt wanna slp.. fell asleep themselves in the end.. man.. no fun.. haha.. juz wanna thank every1 hu turned up.. but more special thanks to tad special sum1.. *muackx*.. i'm planning to sleep the whole day todae from now.. but i hab to finish up my chinese homework.. stupid..

happy birthday to me.. hehex..

sry guys if i havent updated my blog for abt 1 month.. been veh busy esp during the hols.. haha..

30th may- monday
rebonded my hair together wif my cousin pearlyn at my cousin's shop.. luve my rgor wymond.. did it for me for free.. wahahah.. thanks lots..

3rd june- fridae
went to the airport early in the morning to send judy off to USA.. miss her loads.. really do.. like its less a fren.. hmm.. went back to cck together wif tad sum1 special after tad.. had alot to talk about and i had a great 45 mins.. met jiehuang, derrick , nigel and yui shen for a movie after tad.. den went for co.. got scolded cuz i was late by 1 hour.. wahahah.. went to celebrate my mummy's b'dae in e nite.. wahha.. wenta orchard fer dinner wor..

4th june - saturdae
i went to tad special some1's concert.. i couldn't see him from my seat though.. but met him to take sumthin after tad.. wahaha.. hmm.. 1st dizi class too.. went well though.. haha.. celebrated jie ying's b'dae during co.. she was so touched till she alomst cried.. haha.. happy b'dae to jie ying.. hehex...

9th june - thursday
scco's music camp.. fun fun.. but damn tiring.. wad was the big idae of running all over singapore.. haha.. tad game.. wadeva shi zhi lu kou.. haha...

10th june - friday
another day of music camp.. this time its all around the school.. haha.. fun fun too.. but iwas all sticky in the end.. smelly me.. haha.. lub my scco.. heh heh...

11th june - saturdae
another dizi class after co practice.. wahaha.. went to 933's concert wif pei ting mei after tad.. but turned out to be shopping instead.. cuz too many ppl le.. haha.. saw JJ.. omg.. shui dai le.. wahaha..

12th june - sunday
went out wif my desr cousins todae.. wahahah.. sho fun seh.. wee~

15th june - wednesday
went to k box wif nat in the morning.. sang like crazy.. den went out to orchard wif vivian after tad.. had dinner and reached home damn late.. i've been reaching home late during the hols.. so nvm.. wahahah..

16th june - thursday
went to PCK the musical wif my cousins again.. wahaha.. so funny lor.. sometimes i wonder how not to get embarrassed when they act on stage.. no stage frights ? wow.. haha..

19th june - sunday
scco, cckco and bbccco's music exchange.. so called a mini soncert.. wahaha.. i'm so nervous.. but i played out my solo part in the end.. wahaha.. of cuz la.. i imagines tad he was there wad.. wahaha... tiring day.. but love the feeling of goin on stange and performing for ppl.. wahaha..

23rd june - thursday
pei ting meimei came over to pia homework todae.. we were alomst running late fer a concert.. haha.. so we took a taxi down.. heh heh.. he came.. but onli to see his stead.. sob.. hmm... saw GUO LING QIANG!!!!! and zhi ying was crazy le.. haha... he's so gd in conducting.. *appalud*..

24th june - saturday
went to cheryl's BBQ party after co.. wahaha.. so fun.. went home late again as usual.. haha.. i was a fun party.. and i like yong mei's cooking.. haha.. yum yum..

its a long entry holding my tales of the holidays.. haha..

xiang le's concert...

2005-06-04T23:51:00.000-07:00

happy b'dae to u..
happy b'dae to u..
happy b'dae to jie ying..
happy b'dae to u..

percussion celebrated jie ying's b'dae today during co prac.. she was so touched she almost cried.. haha.. the cake was yummy!!! i ate a slice w/o regret.. haha.. all the seniors and ex-seniors came back today.. i think its a wonderful b'dae for jie ying.. and its also like a percussion re-union.. haha.. it was great.. but we still had to practice though.. sian..

went out wif yu ping and jie ying after co.. as always, we sat in jurong library chit chatting.. haha.. but i had to leave soon..

darn seats.. i hate the seats we got lor.. so much in the front.. i cant even see him.. damn.. but it didnt matter.. the concert was great.. songs were nice.. ppl i went wif were my really gd frens.. saw him.. wad could be better of a concert.. haha.. met him after the concert to take sumthin from him.. scores.. again.. but we didnt talk much.. duno why.. we had alot to talk abt yesterdae.. but todae we were "dumb".. gosh.. anywae.. i wun talk to him.. ;p

waiting.......................

nite..

judy..

2005-06-03T22:11:00.000-07:00

i woke up at 5 this morning juz to see the crying faces of my frens.. still filled my mind.. todae was a day of sadness.. a day of loosing some1..

judy was leaving for USA.. and quite alot of us were there.. i dun even know why i went in the 1st place.. maybe cuz i started to miss her after knowing tad she's flying off.. i dun even know when she'll be back.. i dun even know if she's comin back.. juz suddenly miss her alot.. i cried.. i dun know why i did.. hai.. and i'm feelin moody the whole day..

but he was always there to cheer me up..

he knocked off from work at the airport.. and for wadeva reasons, he was heading towards bukit batok.. knowing tad i stayed in the west, he asked if i wanna share a cab wif him.. omg.. i didnt really expect it to happen.. but it just did.. i couldn't take a cab.. cuz i was practically broke.. so we took the mrt together instead.. derrick, jie huang, nigel and yui shen made themselves dissappear.. and b4 i knew it, i was on the train talkin to him.. it was a long 45 mins from changi to bukit batok.. and my legs were killing me.. but i didnt seem to realise tad we were standing throughout the whole journey.. (wow).. haha.. i took a photo of him.. and he left.. it was juz a memory..

back at cck.. all five of us caught a movie (lame show) and i had to release all my nervousness out.. sheex.. den i had to get back to school for co prac.. sian diao lor.. i'm beginning to dislike co.. dun know why.. but i still love concerts as per normal.. haha..

went to orchard wif my family after co as it was my mummy's b'dae.. hah.. ate at mache.. wahaha.. but i didnt really enjoy.. cuz i was really tired.. went home straight after tad.. and i found out tad we were so close yet so far.. cuz when i was in orchard, he was at SCH.. hai.. if onli i was over at SCH..

thinking of him every minute..

niwae.. tired.. nite..

rebonded hair...

2005-05-30T21:52:00.000-07:00

wahahah...

i love my cousin, gorgor wymond...

"sitting on tad chair for decades was the worst experience.. but the results were fab... wishing that time would go faster, i had a totally diff look in the process...."

hehex.. todae was gorgor wymond's training day at his boss's salon.. wahahaha.. i was gorgor wymond's specimen.. his model.. wahahah.. i got free rebonding.. hehex!!! and my gorgor did it for me.. wahahah... den he did a hair extention for me.. wahaha.. one strip of orange.. or should i sae close to red... and i have to go to school wif it on fridae and saturdae.. wahahaha.. i love me gorgor... hehex... i can't believe u can get free rebonding for being sum1's model.. haha...

niwae...

i'm waiting for him to come online.. i miss him alot.. nv tok to him for a very long time le.. hhmm... waiting.....................

waiting......................

xiang le's concert...

2005-05-20T23:49:00.000-07:00

the concert........
the train ride took ur 40 mins... we reached when every1 was about to sleep... i was with john , pei ting and natalie.. we were goin to "his" concert .. and it took us damn long to get to VJC.. its like... the route is so complicating.. its making me go crazy.. so we decided to take a cab instead as we were running late... really late..

the 1st song had already started when we reached.. but luckily his solo piece was a few pieces later.. or i would have cried my heart out..

the concert was brilliant.. wonderful.. great.. entertaining.. superb.. i bet this concert was one of the best concert tad didnt giv me a bad impression... and surprisingly, i wasn't bored at all.. ok.. not cuz he's there..(fine.. part of it) but cuz its really good.. their long teng is like.. WOO!!... my gawd.. best.. haha.. and his solo peice was like placing a CD in the player and playing it.. believe how clean it was.. i'm really shocked..

the best past was tad they combined the strings ensemble and chinese orchestra together.. the effect wasn't tad good but the songs were nice.. haha.. juz a little weird tads all..

walking down e stairs of VJC to level 1.. i met him.. he's so cute!!!.. gosh.. i didn't wanna leave.. but i had to.. cuz if i didn't, i wouldn't have to go co the next day.. haha.. he handed me the scores.. (which i didn't wanna giv pei ting).. chun !! love tad song... they had it during hsing hai concert... woo... hehex..

the image of his face and juz now still exists in my mind.. he's really cute.. hehex...

yawn.. nite nite...

orchard wif fel and nat..

2005-05-18T23:15:00.000-07:00

walkin to co room made me feel the excitement of goin back to co... but why, tad when i step into the room... feelings started to fade away.. and instead of feeling happy, i felt like i shouldn't have came.. i didn't wanna go back anymore.. and i felt as if i was goin to a place i didn't wanna go, ever... but i have already came into this horrible place.. hai.. i went to westmall to have lunch wif ms lim and the rest.. the image of my dream started rushing back to me... "u're nth in co.. as in 0%.. co wif or without u has no difference at all".. tad was horrible.. cuz whenever i saw ms lim.. these few words would keep replaying in my mind.. over and over again.. but sumthin tad cheered me up a little came along the way.. jia ling and john came over to enjoy.. we were all in my room.. wif the yang qin, zhong ruan and dizi wif us... and of cuz not to mention the piano outside in the living.. it was fun.. but sumhow it ended when they had to leave.. at tad point, tad feeling of hatred of co came rushing back to me.. tad same feeling... i was waiting 4 a miracle to happen.. i was waiting for sumthin to lift me up from tad dreadful feeling... and it did.. HE SMSED ME!!!.. i was on top of e world den.. he messaged me.. i could not believe my eyes.. but i had to.. i wish i could wake up.. but it wasn't a dream.. he really did message me.. i was pleased tad a miracle happened.. for the rest of e night.. i was feeling really happy.. and for tad moment.. nothing seemed more important.. but tad had to stop too.. for he had to sleep early.. hmm..

today.....
i went out wif natalie and felicia to orchard... obviously shopped till we dropped.. but wif rests in between of cuz.. WE SAW OLINDA AND DEPHANIE FROM S'PORE IDOL!!!! ... so cool huh.. dephanie actually dyed her frinch GREEN!!! wad a funky colour.. haha.. cool.. orchard was fun.. really an enjoyable and unforgettable time.. today was filled wif no thoughts of co.. but only happiness and laughter.. joy filled me up todae.. and to go wif it, i was chatting wif him almost e whole dae.. haha.. it was really fun.. there were no worries on my mind and it was clear... we met fel's mum at OG.. haha.. she couldn't remember how i looked like though... haha.. and now.. i think i'm really too tired to continue this entry... its late.. and i need my sleep.. juz like he does.. nite __ +

xiang le...

2005-05-14T23:49:00.000-07:00

my room was in a mess... due to home renovations and stuff... todae was the worst day of my life.. nth could be worse... but it was also known as the best dae as i went out wif my 2 sisters...

pei ting and vivian.. we went to bugis and i bought sum presents for b'daes comin up.. vian bought a dizi bag.. and pei ting juz tagged along.. sat at coffee bean 4 more den 2 hours.. chatting.. having a gal talk... it was sort of fun.. but i was bothered by 1 thing.. y hasn't he smsed me ??? pei ting and vivian couldn't stand me anymore.. i was practically braggin abt wad would happen if i met him...

but todae, i did..

he called.. i picked up the phone.. we met.. i juz couldn't look at him.. he handed me the tickets.. i handed him the money.. we said bye.. he left.. away..

he was cold towards me when i smsed him.. wads his problem ? .. is he crazy or am i juz thinking too much.. he's totally avoiding me.. i hate him now.. i'm never gonna talk to him anymore.. no1 will understand...

he hasn't smsed me himself.. y ?

i hate him now... aarrgg...

exams finally over.. sauna...

2005-05-13T22:35:00.000-07:00

sitting in class having e maths paper 2.. time wasn't passing fast at all.. and all i could do, was to imagine myself free from exams... waiting.. as the clock went tick-tock tick-tock... the time didn't seem to go any further.. it felt 4eva.. but finally, the voice of mr yeo came rushing through the class.. time was up.. and that was officially known as........

exams were over...

i was so glad.. overjoyed.. nv happier.. exams were over and i can go out... mainly shopping and concerts.. more shopping and more concerts.. life is almost perfect now.. no more exams.. shopping, concerts and sauna.. wad could be better...

dun 4get.. today's friday 13th..

but tad seemed to be the best day... exams were over and i went to raffles town club with anna.. we went to e gym.. followed by sauna.. wow.. tad was great.. we den went to orchard 4 neoprint and dinner..

life was almost perfect... but there were still a bit of problems of him... anywae, wad do u expect, its fridae 13th.. its suppose to be a bad day but it wasn't...

ta - ta...

co with or w/o me has no diff at all...

2005-05-02T10:40:00.000-07:00

i just woke up.. believe it or not... but.. i could have slept for a bit longer if i wanted to.. but i didn't.. i was woken up by the wetness of my pillow.. my eyes were all wet.. i cried.. i dreamt of many things last night.. but until this morning, i could only remember the tiny bit of wad i dreamt the last hour...

swiss chinese orchestra...
ms lim...

u might think tad all these things are not suppose to make me cry in my sleep.. u might think co is suppose to be happy and not sad... but i guess u're wrong... hai...

i dreamt tad ms lim was telling me......... "u're nothing in co... as in 0%... u dun even have a stand in scco..".... those words made me cry in my sleep... out of my whole dream during the night, i could only remember this few words ms lim said.. i dun even remember why she said it to me... i guess maybe in her heart tads how she feels abt me ba....

should i quit scco ??

xiang le's b'dae...

2005-04-30T22:16:00.000-07:00

i was woken up by the voice of my gorgor.. was it a morning call ? or was it just the motive of getting me over to study.. i dunno.. but he called me early in the morning (ok, not really early..i was the 1 hu woke up late.. it was 10+) just to ask me whether i wanted to go out to study.. and felicia, meng yik, bonner, derrick and i ended up at his house.. knowin g tad we'll never be able to study in tad kinda environment................... wei kok's house... my gorgor's house was obviously the worst place to concentrate on studying.. but it was also the best place to hang out.. haha.. fun though..

after condusive hours of "studying" (even though we weren't really doin tad), we went over to lot 1, met si'en and hopin to catch the movie "house of wax".. but it was not out yet.. jeex.. so we watched a movie tad was highly introduced by gorgor.. and i didn't know the meaning of tad show.. abviously leaving the cinema in total blankness.. arrgg..

and now, i'm back home.. feeling all tired and cold.. yawn.. sleepy... oh yes............

Happy Birthday to Xiang Le... !!! *muackx*

1st day of exams..

2005-04-29T21:46:00.000-07:00

1st day of exams.. i can't believe myself.. i haven't started revising for the exams yet.. and here i am playing.. i guess i miss co too much le.. so no mood to study at all.. hai.. i really miss co and all scco seniors.. sob.. to all sec 4 and 5s.. "muz cum back k".. hai..

english and chinese paper 1.. dun tok abt chinese.. it sucks.. so damn difficult.. mr tie is juz off to let all of us fail.. the motive is so obvious.. can't stand it.. i know he hates all of us, but he didn't need to use the ecams to punish us.. omg.. i hate him.. can't understand y the technical indian and malay gals are fallin for him.. omg.. its a damn disgrace..

and...

I LOST MY ACCOUNTS TEXTBOOK.. ok.. i didn't loose it.. sum1 stole it.. fuck tad peron.. i hate tad bitch/bastard/gay/les.. wad eva he/she is.. i hate tad freakin person.. tad animal better giv me back my book b4 the exams or i'll feel his flesh off him.. huever it is.. dig his eyeballs out.. dun let him see so he can't steal anymore.. ok.. i just used the word "he" to replace tad bitch/bastard/les/gay... aarrggg!!!!... i wonder hu it is.. this is not the 1st time though.. my social studies book is gone too.. not to mention my fren's dnt textbook, chem and mt textbook.. tad person is a real freak.. dun let me find out hu tad perosn is man..

SP concert rox..

2005-04-23T23:49:00.000-07:00

omg.. i went to SPCO's concert todae.. mr lee is the conductor.. i love him.. hehex.. omg.. their songs are like so nice............. fei tian, xi xun, fen yong etc........ wad could be a better concert.. haha.. but too bad their xi chun wasn't as good as SCCO's.. haha.. no tai feng de... eeeeeeee... so lan.. and not exciting the lor.. our xi chun is better... fei tian was average.. but not as grand as the one SCO played.. haha..not loud enough though..

omg.. i love their zhong ruan duet.... so cooooooooll.. very nice and unique.. i love it.. bet every1 did.. haha..

too bad xiang le missed everythin.. nv come.. eee... was hoping he did.. haha.. but nvm.. he has sumthin on anywae.. next time ba..

hmm... cousin tagged along.. which he was obviously an extra.. every1 was from SCCO except him.. omg... well, i hope he realkly changes his stupid view of CO... CO rox ok.. face it..

anywae.. i'm tired.. wanna thank chun yip.... heex.. nite nite...

SYF !!!! SILVER !!!

2005-04-21T21:55:00.000-07:00

i'm so damn nervous at SCH today.. we were all so cold and our hands were like ice.. i was dead by the time i was on stage.. all the eyes staringa at you.. not letting u go.. all the other schools staring at u and judging ur skills against theirs.. PRESSURE !!!!! i hate it when they giv u tad u're-so-lan look.. piss me off.. feel like slapping their face left right center.. aarrgg !!! anywae.. when the result were almost out, i was like sooo nervous.. wondering if we're gonna get silver.. finally.......... we did.. i was so happy.. tears of joy.. SCCO GOT SILVER... its really a great blessing... scco continue to work hard.. we're the best..

but den again, i felt very empty after syf.. as in, we practised so hard for so long just for this day.. and just 15 mins of performance.. and we got a silver.. in the end, i got nothin in personal.. my seniors are all leaving, there's no more co 4 two whole weeks.. i feel so empty.. i miss all scco seniors.. *sob*.. hope u guys come back.. will miss ya lots.. *muackx*

family reunion..

2005-04-17T13:43:00.000-07:00

love my family lots... my uncle treated us (the whole family) dinner followed my karaoke.. best.. haha.. reached home at abt 2+ am ?? damn tired.. which resulted to............ i've just woken up.. haha..

hmm.. i hope SCCO can reach its goal.. 4 more days left.. wish tad we can be united as 1 after SYF.. and even now.. SCCO RAWKX.. WE'RE THE BEST.. now and 4ever...

hate bernice...bitch..

2005-04-09T15:13:00.000-07:00

sum1 from swiss cottage secondary 3 sucks big time.. tad stupid gal.. or should i sae bitch.. arrgg.. she's things she's so smart.. and she looks down on ppl from the normal and tech class.. she practically looks down upon every1 in swiss except for herself even though she knows tad there are alot of other ppl smarter den her.. since u're so smart, y dun u go to a bio class and let me see.. u dun like swiss rite.. den transfer out.. ok fine.. she did TRY to transfer out but unfortunately she can't, cuz she's soo stupid 4 the test of the top schoold in s'pore.. so she failed.. ha.. happy staying in swiss.. i think u're the onli one hu is so damn bitchy in school.. and.. u're so damn proud.. i can't stand u.. u think tad u're one big shot.. well, tell u, u're NOT.. u're as bitchy as ever.. no wonder no one likes u.. and to tell u sumthin.. i've hated u ever since u boast in front of me abt urself and look down upon every1.. oh yes.. and stop bad mouthing my frens and me.. especially si'en, wei kok, jie huang, jie ying, xue ying, wan ling, xinning and felicia.. fuck you.. i had enough of all those from u.. u hate so many ppl.. no wonder so many ppl hate u too.. lastly.. BERNICE TAN, U SUCK BIG TIME... BITCH !!! u're a disgrace to the tan family.. one more thing.. stop insulting my family.. at least i have a father.. wad abt u? U DON'T.. so shut your bloody ass up.. go home and dring ur mother's milk.. dun come to swiss.. swiss cottage and scco doesn't need u... NOT AT ALL.. childish bitch..

sad sad sad ..

2005-04-03T15:50:00.000-07:00

y do i have so many problems and so many things in life tad make me sad ? si'en understands me the most at this time.. hai..

gor.. really sry if i accused u of anythin.. as u know i'm not in a really good mood... so pls dun take things seriously.. really sry.. my fault k..

i'm sum1 hopeless...........

Happy April Fool's

2005-04-01T20:41:00.000-08:00

today's april fool's day.. haha.. and i can almost laugh it all out.. "oreo with colgate".. sounds familiar ?? haha.. tads wad happened today.. one of my classmate was obviously stupid enough to eat it all up.. tsk tsk.. haha.. but too bad we didn't make fun of the teachers.. haha..

i was quite in a gd mood today when stupid mdm tanker came into my class giving out DC forms.. and how unlucky can i be.. i got it.. it doesn't matter getting a DC form.. wads bad is tad its a summon letter.. how many demerit points am i gonna get.. damn it lor.. stupid tanker.. i hate her.. she's a stupid fat ass tad takes a really long time to do things.. and she's damn fat.. moreover, she's damn rude.. RUDE !!!!!!.. TANKER IS DAMN RUDE !!!.. she practically ignores u when u are talking to her.. and she will just suddenly shut u up 4 no bloody reason.. damn tad rude ass.. i feel like kicking her fat face every time i see her.. so dumb.. arrgg !!!

and !!! stupid ms seah.. dun think just cox u're a teacher of band, u can inslut co all u want.. let me tell u to shut up.. cox if u insult co, u're talking abt band itself.. so y dun u just shut up for band's sake.. and shooooo off.. stop thinking tad every1 looks up upon band.. well, co doesn't lor.. so go away.. hurmpf..

i hate photo takings !! have to wear tad blazer which is so hot.. but was alright later on.. the sec ones are sooo damn rude.. stupid juniors all.. so rude lor.. co doesn't need rude juniors like the sec ones.. its actually better off without u guys.. ms lim wun have to go through so much problems.. arrgg.. dun even know the meaning of " dun touch the instruments.." .. " line up properly.. keep quiet.." woah.. i feel like killing tad andros !!! he can even answer a sec 5 back lor.. like he's so damn big.. he's onli sec 1 for goodness sake.. arrgg.. still wann answer sec 5 .. he's gonna get into serious trouble.. tsk tsk..

anw.. i wanna watch tv now.. byex..

shopping again...

2005-03-15T21:16:00.000-08:00

haha... i went shopping wif bernice and diana on sunday... and i spent more den $100.. shit again.. i'm soo dead... i keep on spending and spending.. gonna get killed by my parents.. but of cuz not so soon.. haha.... bought very little things though.. yet it costs me sooo much.. i really should learn to save....... i guess.. haha... stupid skirt costs me and benice our $60 in total.. damn.. but its nice.. and short ?? haha... love it.. wanna go shopping again during my free time.. hehex... hmm...

yesterday, went fishing wif my gor... but didn't catch anythin.. so pathetic.. haha.. but fun though.. haha...i was in the hot sun 4 like 5 hours.. and now my hands are like damn hurting... all red and BURNT!! i'm gonna be as dark as vivian jie very soon.. juz wait.. kill me la... haha...

tell ya........... the whole class is calling aklili a fat cat.. all thanks to mr wong.. love him lots !!!... i'm like so laughing in class now... haha.. thanks mr wong.. i owe u one.. i'm gonna hand in ALL my homework from now on cuz u make my day.. haha.. next, i wan u call aida a skinny bamboo.. ugly pig.. den i will pass english wif flying colous 4 u.. haha.. THANKS !!! i know...... i'm so sadistic.. haha.. and hyperventilating over here... but its true... all true... haha... thanks thanks thanks... haha... HAHA!!!!

hm.... CO RAWKZ!!! today we did exceptionally well... *claps hands*... so proud of SCCO... hope we can try our very best on tad day and to all co members " BU YAO KE QI... GET A GOLD 4 SCCO!!! " den i'll be laughing throughout my whole life... haha... co rawkz my world.. love ya and every1 in co... *muackx*...

haha.. kkz.. gtg and eat dinner le... remember ... CO RAWKX... *muack muack*

buh byex...

btw... happy b'dae to sheau jun ah ma... and senior zhi yin... muackx...

mr wong rox !!

2005-03-03T22:37:00.000-08:00

today is the 1st time i'm gonna sae this... MR WONG WAI KIONG ROX !!!! ok... here's why...

my god... he actually insulted aklili and scolded her a fat cat... i'm so laughing here... HAHA !!!! and wad the hell, she could actually laugh at herself.. haha.. she's the most stupid moron i've ever seen.. usually ppl will get angry at e teacher... but she actually laughed... haha... she is such a sick moron .. can't believe... worst still, she was the one hu laughed the loudest in class... i was like sooooo laughing back there... kill me.. HAHA !!!!!...

and damn it........

i have 3 tests in a row tml and i haven't even studied 4 it... damn... sum1 pls kill me now !! i'm so goin to die tml... AARRGGG!!!! ok fine.. i'm goin to study.. giv me a while more online !!

btw... i'm in bad terms wif bernice... dun ask me why...

byex... nite nite ___+

Song.. sadness..

2005-02-26T17:48:00.000-08:00

i dun believe in love...

i used to think
tad life was nothin without love
nothin without sum1 by ur side

but i was wrong....

i'm hurt
by sum1 whom i loved the most
sitting in the plain classroom wthout expression
like a dead person...

yes
i'm a person with a dead heart
as i've been hurt too many times
it doesn't matter to me anymore
if i have found my love
or not..

as i dun believe in love no more

love onli kills ur heart
make u sad
torture u
turn u into sum1 u're not...

i'll never fall in love again
as i've been hurt too many times..

i need a miracle to happen..

sob...

Broken hearted ...

2005-02-25T18:57:00.000-08:00

i have questions which i hope sum1 will answer them 4 me one day.. sob sob...

- y muz guys be the reason gals are always upset ?
- y muz they turn up in ur life when u're happy and make ur day bad ?
- y muz guys treat u soo gd when actually, they have no feelings 4 u at all ?
- y muz they care 4 u sooo much, treat u like their stead but in the end, it all ends ?
- do guys tad make gals happy exist ?
- y are guys so selfish ?
- y do they onli think of themselves and not othere ppl's feelings ?
- y are they so hard hearted ?

and lastly...

- y do they like to play wif gal's feelings ?

do they think tad we're toys ? play wif them, make them happy den throw them away as and when they like.. y are guys so unreasonable...????

sum1 ans my questions.... !!

and to a guy hu did all this...
- y muz u treat me this way ???

stop making me sad..
stop torturing me..
u're sick..
stop toyin wif gals..
stop all ur nonsense !!!

i hate u now.......

i have a very bad impression on guys now.. except guys from my click hu are like totally different... love onli hurts u...

is it wrong to love sum1 ?

if no, den why are u doin this to me... stop it.. and i mean stop it... i'm not a toy to u..

its too late to let go.. i should have known earlier.. i've been hurt.. this is not the 1st time.. when u told me, its like my heart, drowning.. sinking into the sea.. never ever able to take it back.. sigh... it bears a heavy weight...

tears of me..

sob...

I'm back !!!

2005-02-24T21:01:00.000-08:00

yo.. i'm back again.. its been a long time ever since i've updated my blog.. and i think it's really no use updating it cuz practically like no 1 reads it... so its damn lame..

alot of things has happened though.. like my test results and all those stuff.. i got full marks for POA test.. so damn easy.. 4 now.. i guess.. haha.. and things like.. i've finally got to know xiang le.. hehex.. *blushes*.. he's my idol !!! oh yes.. i wanna join hsing hai co percussion !!!! can't wait to go 4 e audition.. haha !!! gotta brush up moi skills 1st.. b4 its too late u know...

hm... mum let me take up dizi lessons wif joyce.. and she finally allow me to continue piano !!!! i simply love my mummy.. although she's like damn unreasonable at times.. aarrrggg !!!!! unbearable !! ha.. anywae, got "flying free" scores from felicia.. thanks fel.. love ya... den translated it to dizi scores.. and of cuz cello.. haha.. total of 2 cellos, 2 qu di and 1 bang di.. need ppl from SCCO to try out the song fer me... "hurry... limited space available !!" kiddin.. haha..

hm... and of cuz most problems are solved and i'm gettin back on track.. wif my life duh !! haha...

many blessings happened during the new year too.. haha.. and i've also learned to make school my 2nd home... wif frens all teachers all there.. onli tad some places of my 2nd home has tad thing... i'm not gonna sae it out.. too scary... ha...

i've found out sumthin........ i'm still not contented enough wif my "single" life.. hehex... u know... free from problems wif ur bf and things like tad... and ur stead doesn't like u being wif other guys etc... haha...i'm like totally free from those and it feels so gd.. haha.. okok... i still got lots of assignments to complete..

nite nite... +

Haiz...

2005-02-04T17:56:00.000-08:00

life is sooo boring ... some1 pls save me from this boredom !!! haiz... i can't stand it anymore.. haiz haiz haiz.....

Shopping !!!

2005-01-30T16:57:00.000-08:00

went to orchard wif my family yesterday again... bought things again.. ate at marche again... went home again... haha.. k la.. went home is not again... hmmm... benny was at orchard yesterday wif his frens too.. too bad didn't run into him.. haha !!! joking.. i know bernice is jealous cuz i went marche... and she doesn't get to go there tad often... haha !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyway.. i have to do my homework now.. got alot of assignments not completed..

byez...

Choir concert !!

2005-01-29T13:21:00.000-08:00

damn it... i humiliated myself and i spoiled my whole reputation... HELP ME !!!!! i'm gonna die in school on monday !!!!! ahhhhh!!!!!!!!!! fine...

shut up NOW !!!

okies... i'm at home now writing my blog entry... cuz i didn't go to co today... haha !! i'm such a baddie... gonna get killed i suppose... haha... slept late last night u know...

haha.. i went to swiss cantare (choir concert) wif moi frens yesterday... haha !!! i'm so pround of felicia and hui ying... haha.. and some other juniors in choir... of cuz yun yun and other frens there too...haha... went home wif wei ning, si en, bonner, meng yik and wei kok after concert.. we walked 2 to 3 bus stops ahead b4 taking the bus back to cck... siao le... haha... reached home at around...............12.. cuz i dropped at bukit batok mrt and walked all the way home from westmall... of cuz i was talkin to si en on the phone till i reached home...thanks si en... haha !!! den SMSed wei yang b4 i slept... he said he saw me at swiss cantare wearin a yellow t-shirt when i was actually wearing pink.. how funny can this get... haha !!!!

ok fine.. stop laughin NOW !!!

anw, the concert was nice... really nice... but the best song was e one with the flute (band)... haha !!!.. very nice... splendid... wonderful... great... ok fine... its nice... haha... "felicia, i wan ur rose !!!!! even though i know u're gonna giv it to ruiguang !!!" hurmpf...

gonna do hw now... byeEEEEEEzzzz...

Stop being an asshole !!!

2005-01-27T17:32:00.000-08:00

i really wanna comment on some bitches in my class.. read the following... 2 bitches actually... wad the hell lor.. black face.. see wad see... bitch...

A1 : hu the fuck do u think u are.. juz cuz u're the best fren of our vice-chair person, doesn't mean u too can go around bossin ppl... u think u're so cool and pretty.. well, i can tell u now u're not.. u know.. i really hope u're reading my blog.. cuz i wan u to know how bitchy u are.. and 4 god's sake... stop flirting wif all the guys in class.. u're really sick and u're sooooooo damn low class... juz face the fact tad alot of ppl dun like u and tad u might not fit into the class... the onli reason why ur "best fren" will be frens wif u is because she's one too herself... and will u juz fucking stop thinkin u're sooo damn pretty juz cuz u did some disgusting treatment to ur hair.. u look equally ugly... and stop thinking u're soo big when u're not even in the class committee... why dun u juz go look at urself in the mirror b4 u come into 3n1... F off...

A2 : our "dear vice-chair"... dun think tad u're soo damn big juz cuz u hold a position in the committee.. dun 4get u can be kicked out any time ... and stop being like the A1 bitch... u think u're soooooo pretty flirting wif the guys in class too.. well , let me tell u u're not... u are as disgusting as a piece of cow shitting pool of mud... and stop giving me tad kind of i'm-bigger-den-u-in-class look... well , u know wad.. there is still a class chair person hu is much bigger den u, this little ant... 3n1 with or without u and ur fren makes no difference at all... so y dun u juz leave 3n1 alone and go flirt wif ur guys... take them wif u if u please... we dun welcome u.. many ppl hate u too.. so fuck off... and stop being a control freak... stop tellin us wad to do and keep ur bloody mouth shut... hu the hell u think u are ? u my mother izit ? and stop being sooooooooo old fashion and low class will u... u know u're makin me disgusted... i juz wanna puke when i see u and ur fren... whole class hates u.. fuck off... and will u stop being so proud... so are so proud i can almost see ur nose shit... will u get out my my sight... fat ass... u know hu u are, i dun have to type a bitch's name on my blog... impurity.... sooo dirty to have ur names on my blog... so i'm using A1 and A2...

both bitches in my class... fuck off.. stop being so flirty and proud... and u know wad.. i hate u.. every1 does... so get the hell out of 3n1.. stop being soooooo low class... both of u are a pair of cow-shitting brains... uncivilized morons and a pair of fucking ugly ducklings wif no sense of responsibility and awareness tad ppl hate u... juz come kiss my ass... fuckers wif no license to fuck ppl and a pair of inhuman cow-shitting morons, suckers, butt kissers, floor lickers, shit eaters, urine drinkers, flirts, ants !!!

yes ! i am tad frustrated and angry.. and i'm sick of their faces and can't stand the way they boss ppl around... can't be bothered wif fuckers like them.. remember........ 2 bitches in my class... i'm promoting u bitches !!! muz thank me...

bye... and be surprised... this is the 1st time i'm scolding some1 on my blog...

SYF Rehearsal !!!

2005-01-25T21:45:00.000-08:00

haha !! i skipped accounts, character development and assembly today !!!!! sooo cool... !! ours co's SYF rehearsal saved me...

released at 11.40am... went to SCH (Singapore conference hall) for rehearsal and came back at 6.30pm... so cool... SCH is a nice , cool , quiet , cold , echoy place specially for SCO !!! so cool huh... SCH belongs to SCO... (i think, if i'm not wrong) haha! the sound there is totally different from our co room... our orchestra did quite well juz now... but not good enough... i believe tad we can still do much better den wad we did today...

practiced two boring songs 4 the past 3 1/2 hours.. sian... zzZZZ...................... <- tads wad i did in the bus...

saw our school's choir when we left SCH... they booked tad place for rehearsals too.... too bad i didn't see fel... dunno where she went.. haha...

kkz... i wanna go sleep... really tired after such a long day todae... I LOVE CO !!! nite nite...

CO concert.. !!!

2005-01-24T21:53:00.000-08:00

I SIMPLY LOVE CONCERTS !!!!!

went to a concert wif EVERY1 from SCCO last night... haha... went there to support jing feng gor, mr chua, jeremy, siao ming and a few others... haha !! HSING HAI RAWKZ !!! haha ... before tad, i met a few cute little juniors and senios 4 dinner b4 goin... haha... didn't really eat mich though...

AHHHH!!!!!! i love him lots !!! he's sooooooo cute... muz thank jing feng gor 4 introducing him sum time... haha !!!! some ppl know some don't... AHHH!!!!... HE'S SOO CUTE !!!! haha... really ok... i'm not kiddin... his name sooo nice oso...okok..

"mel, stop!! enough!! u're goin crazy already...!!!"

blah blah blah...

hmm... i changed my blog skin... NICE RITE!!!! vivian jie helped me a tiny bit.. haha... but its still help u know... soooo orange... nice nice nice nice... thanks jie !!!... i still got lots of homework to do...

ALL PHYSICS !!!!!

damn tad mr fatty wee... giv us soooooooooo much homework at 1 go and he expects us to finish it the day after... wad the hell and how the hell are we all suppose to do tad ?!?!?!?!?! damn him ok... DAMN HIM!!! this is the 1st time i'm scoldin a teacher on my blog... which teacher wanna be stupid enough to be the next one... GO
DIE!!!!

fine... back to homework... i gtg... this is a result of mr fatty wee's great job... very good and nice effort made mr fatty wee... BYE !!!!

I'm sick...

2005-01-21T18:19:00.000-08:00

Having fever this very moment... 38.5... wad the hell... i'm sooooo sick and i feel damn lousy... i'm still my night gown and i'm very hot... slept 4 e whole day and i can't be bother to do anythin else... haiz... nvm... i wun die anyway.. life is already bad enough... so i dun giv a damn anymore... nobody cares too... so nvm...

haiz...

went to play basketball wif jie huang, wei kok, bonner, meng yik, derrick and si en yesterday after my boring and sickening english remedial which i hate... we played till 9.30 pm and went home wif si en... she stayed over at my house 4 e night and we slep at 3+... we had alot of things to catch up on as we haven't been talkin 4 quite some time... i've been busy solving all my fuckin and 2pid problems and she has been busy wif some1 else... so, ya...

woke up this morning to find breakfast on the table and no1 at home... fetched si en to the bus stop after breakfast and there we have it.... i'm sick... fuck !! my life is so damn bad i can easily kill myself this very moment... i slept the whole damn day and now, there i am writing this entry... sian !!!!

anywae... i'm goin co tml... and i dun care if i'm sick or not... hu gives a damn anywae...

till now NO 1 is at home... SIMPLY NO 1... so i'll juz go dig sumthin out from the fridge... haven't eaten lunch and i dun bother to...

byez...

Kelvin's b'dae !!!!

2005-01-16T22:15:00.000-08:00

muahaha... happy birthday kelvin... 15th of jan.. haha... went to his chalet wif vivian, john, zhi yin, teng yeow and mei pheng... but really too bad ruiguang couldn't make it... he was sick... awww.. sooo sad.. muz take care wor... but of cuz he shared the present wif us.. haha... (ruiguang, john forged ur signature on the card as retarded gay...) haha... i'm so laughing now... haha !!! we went straight after lunch... which was about 4 ? i think... reached at 5.30 though.. haha... alot of co ppl joined us later in the day.. i think they went 4 last minute shopping to buy kelvin's present... haha...

all of us went to the beach.. sat there and we sang our co songs... haha... i conducted long teng.. haha... den zhi yin conducted mandala... haha... of cuz my hp will help in the solo part.. hehe... (u know wad i mean) hehe...

after all the guest went home, every1 stayin 4 the night went to THE RED HOUSE... we walked quite a distance though... "never go near the gates... or in the house... never turn around when u hear some1 callin ur name... never ever..." wow.. i was so scared... really... kept stickin to john... haha... really scary... never goin back there again..."oooooooooooooooooooo" !!!! so many stories too nia... SCARY !!!!!

came back all cold and shivering... haha.. den we went to the bach to enjoy the big breeze... sat on the grasspatch and singing co songs again... den every1 else went back to the chalet and vivian, john, and me kept sittin there till 3.30am... it was almost 4 when we took a slow walk back to the chalet... haha... soooooo cold !!!

we didn't sleep till 5 and i was dead already... john (piggy) slept 1st... haha... den we played cards and kelvin drank 18 cups of orange squash.. i think... chun yip and zhi xiang drank less den 10... haha... me and vivian laughin down there... haha !!!

john, vivian, chun yip, zhi xiang, kelvin and i sqeezed in 1 rooml.. vivian kicked kelvin.. haha... (no1 ask him sleep at our feet) haha !!!!! i'm so laughin !!!

woke up today and went to the food court to eat breakfast... prawn mee... haha... den went home and drop dead on my bed...

kkz.. i'm tired now.. nite nite +

Why is my life so bad nowadays ???

2005-01-09T21:53:00.000-08:00

i really cannot believe it... my life gettin from bad to worse... why is my life like tad...????

Year 2005 sux...

2005-01-06T17:40:00.000-08:00

i really had a bad start... haiz... dunno why my life is soooo bad... really have lots of problems and i'm sure there's more to come... need some1 to talk to... but the person whom i always go to 4 advise is not there anymore... not there to share my problems... *sob* really dunno wad i did wrong for this to happen...

i hate myself...

i've juz lost someone important in my life...

and things are juz not goin the way i wan them to... ... ...

sad melissa...

NEW YEAR'S DAY !!!

2005-01-01T23:23:00.000-08:00

Today is new year's day !!! love it...

VIVIAN , BERNICE , LOVE U GUYS !!!

hahas... came to stay over on new year's eve and we countdown on our own... cool... bernice's mum didn't let her stay at 1st but her mum was juz too kind to agree... hahas... stayed up till 4am, had a gal talk... hahas... chun yip called and he was at chinese garden at 3am... wif his frens of cuz... den his damn batt went flat... jeez...

made LOTS of prank calls... but we were kind enough to tell the person tad it was us... hahas... zhixiang believed us... OMG !!... "hi, is this mr zhixiang??? we are calling from SMRT company and would like to reconfirm ur ez link card number as u have juz won a lucky draw... voucher from tangs..."... god... he believed us... hahas... but if cuz diana was smart enough to recognise vivian's voice... smart gal... hahas...

vivian, bernice, i know u love my cooking... hahas... cooked cha soba (japanese cold noodle) 4 them 4 dinner... togather wif honey baked chicken... dad ordered pizza and finished the whole thing himself... we were too full to eat... hehez...

went home today morning and daddy and mummy brought me to orchard... shopping again... told u i'm insane... hope i dun do too much shopping when school reopens... or i'll FAIL MY EXAMS !!! den i'll kill myself...

talking abt school reopening............

IT SUX !!! dun ever remind me abt it ever again... sec 3 is gonna be hell for me and i'm gonna flunk my exams even without shopping... trust me... some1 please proof me wrong here !!!

okies... tired now... + nite nite +

$120

2004-12-28T13:31:00.000-08:00

I'm so crazy nowadays... went shopping wif bernice and diana yesterday and spent about $120... hahas... we walked every shopping centre in orchard and bought so many things... all for the new year i guess... hehez... lets see... 11am till 10pm... i'm crazy...

and...............

Diana's bf-to-be came and joined us at night... they wanted to have a special moment togather so me and bernx left for dinner ourselves... met them at coffee bean at takashimaya and omg.......... THEY DRANK FROM THE SAME CUP !!!!!! me and bernx couldn't help laughing... hahaz... den they left (without us of cuz)... and we trailed them all the way... muahahaha... they're sooooooooo sweet... awwwwwww.... den damn him... i dunno wads got into him, he turned around and saw us.... AAHHH!!!!... we could have juz died... opps... sry diana... tell u her bf-to-be is damn shy... SHY !!!! ... hahahahahahaha !!!.... in the end, diana ps us... she went home wif him and not us... hurmpf....

anywae, i'm now damn late 4 co prac... i'm suppose to be there by NOW and i'm still sitting in my room updating my blog... i'm gonna get scolding from the lim... hahas... kkz... gtg...byez...

TODAY IS CHRISTMAS DAY !!!

2004-12-25T23:32:00.000-08:00

Today is christmas day...

yesterday night... went to my cousin's house to have a christmas dinner wif my family... exchanged presents at 12am and stayed overnight at my cousin's...i had a hard time sending christmas greetings to everyone on my contact list... hahas... watched "the incredibles" and we slept at 4am... cool... hahas... all of us slept in the living room with the air-con on... muahaha... Channon, Pearlyn, Brandon, Gerald, charmaine, my bro and ME!!! ... heh heh... ! hahas hehex hahas hehex hahas hehex... sry... i'm a bit crazy !!!

today... ate breakfast at mac wif all me cousins... heh heh... cute... came back and the next thing i knew, i was in the pool... went swimming wif all me cousins again... hehex... so fun nia... swim swim swim swimming in the rain... swim swim swim swimming until lunch hour... muahahah !!! ... had lunch wif me daddy, mummy, bro and pearlyn...

den we went ICE SKATING as it was christmas ... saw a cute cute cute cute shuai shuai shuai shuai guy there ... hahas ... he goes ice skating very often and he's soooooooo cute... AAHHHH !!!!!! looks like a jap... but he's sooooooo cute and shuai ... *fainted* ... love his cap !!!! so cool nia... and he's oso very good in his skating skills... muahahah !!! HE'S SO CUTE !!!!! AAHHHHH!!!! ... still remember how he looks like... hahas...

ok... i'm crazy... back to reality... okies... went to orchard wif daddy, mummy, bro and pearlyn and we had SAKAE SUSHI for dinner... face the damn fact... i'm so lucky todae... hahas... i'm bloated... *bleah*... den i took neoprint wif pearlyn at heeren... sooo sweet.. hehex...

i had coffee wif them at COFFEE BEAN !!!! BERNICE, ARE U JEALOUS ??? muahaha... caramel blended ice !!! wow... wee... wow... wee... crazy again... so sorry ...

home sweet home... i'm so damn tired now... nitEx... zzzZZZZ

Shopping... (again???)

2004-12-22T22:55:00.000-08:00

Muahaha... i went shopping todae again with bernice, vivian and jameson... we talked ALOT and didn't wanna leave the coffee house... hahas... we went to city link, suntec city and back to city link again... tads for lunch... den we went to orchard to have dinner... hahas.. soooo fun...shopped of cuz... and we took neoprint... hahas... everyone look so dao... especially vivian... hahs...

its was about 9.30pm when my mummy came to pick us up... and dropped them at jurong mrt station... wahahaha... it was such a fun and unforgetable day....

haiz... 1 whole day of shopping and i'm sooo tired... hahs... kkz... till here... nitez...

Hate my bro !!

2004-12-21T22:47:00.000-08:00

Sucker!!!!! no privacy... wad the fuck... always see wad i do... sick pervert... come in my room all the time... fuck lah... i'm so damn pissed now... hu the hell does he think he is... damn him... is he a spy 4 my parents or wad... sick idiot... he stares at the com whenever i'm online... what the hell... damn him lah... so irritating... 4get it la... some sick ppl like my bro should NEVER be trusted... only stupid ppl will trust him... dun talk abt him la... talking abt him or talking to him makes me puke...

Went to causeway todae with wanling... met cheryl (cello) and kai shin there... so coincidental... hahas... i'm finally laughing... -.-" so tired... and we were both short of cash... nvm... at least i made it home without an ez link card... lost mine... damn... anywae, hoping to make a new one asap even though i know its VERY troublesome... haiz...

anywae... really tired now.. still have to meet bernice and gang tml... hahaz... have an early nite... sweet dreams... zzzZZZZZ

Shopping wif my Mummy !!!

2004-12-20T22:02:00.000-08:00

Yea... 1 skirt , 1 jeans and 1 top... cool... costs a bloody $100...

went shopping wif my mummy todae at forum and bought quite alot of stuff... hehez... too bad bernice couldn't make it or we could stay 4 dinner... I SAW FANN WONG !!!!! she's soo pretty up front... hahas...too bad goin to meet mummy was the bad part of todae... imagine... u were happily on the mrt when a malay guy comes sit beside u... tads not so bad... worse part is he was so sleepy he almost slept on me... wtf... i could have juz died and killed myself down there... he stink by the way... bad day...

yesterday night, sort of had a fight wif wei kok... juz a little one... but i dun wanna talk to him anymore... really pissed off... ok la... maybe being late 4 a group outing ish bad... but the guys together oso bu shi hao dong xi lorz... hate it ... 4get it la... dun talk abt fed up stuff...

i've more or less finished my blog layout... still got the links to put in and i'm done... of cuz and a bit more stuff... hope frens hu read my blog reads the poem... muahahaha...

okies... i'm very tired now... nitez...

New skIn !!!

2004-12-19T18:35:00.000-08:00

muahaha... i've juz finished wif my blog... although its not quite done... but i've changed the skin... soooo sweet.... this is somethin i did myself... hahas... sooo happy...

music exchange rawkz...

it was a really good experience even though some ppl wasn't really happy wif it... too bad it juz had to happen... haha... didn't really interact wif them much cuz we were busy eating... (especially me)... opps... hehez... nice curry puff ... but it wasn't hot so wasn't tad nice... hahaz...

Jolin Tsai Concert !!

2004-12-11T23:07:00.000-08:00

Juz as always, orchestra prac. is as usual... sian... but i'm used to it already... heh... the only fun part of this day is after orchestra prac... Me and felicia went to Jolin Tsai's concert... heheh... special guests were sylvester sim and huang yi da... hahaz... the concert was a big bash... sooooooo fun... hehe...Jolin rawkz 4eva !!!... got free tix from my aunt..

after e concert, me and fel rushed to the back of the stadium... muahaha... jolin came out but we didn't really bother... den sylvester came out and we chased his car (i know its stupid but we really wanted his signature)... but too bad his car was too fast le... haiz... but nvm... he gave fel a smile and she almost fainted... hehe... but too bad... no signature... sad...

supper time !! opps... felicia's junior has wonderful god parents... they treated us to supper at the coffee shop near fel's house.. cool... anywae... me tires now... nitEz nitEz...

Job !!!

2004-12-03T18:45:00.000-08:00

Bad day ... I juz hate it when it comes to the hols and u're juz short of cash ... Its sux when u can't find the job tad u like to do ... And it sux even more if the vacancy is full ... No job = no money = no shopping = no christmas ... Its juz as simple as tad ...

I've practically spent the whole day finding a job on the classified ads ... Of cuz one tad has flexible hours, good pay, and a job tad u can have fun at the same time ... but, THEY JUZ HAVE NO VACANCY !!! damn it ... i'm so tired of this ... haiz ... this totally sux !

Was on the phone wif Felicia for one whole day ... She's also pissed off wif this ... omg !!! I'm really broke now !!! someone please kill me !!! I really wish someone can juz giv me money for a nice christmas shopping day at orchard wif bernice, diana and vivian ... and some day wif felicia too ... aahhhhh !!!

no christmas !!! *sob*

U Juz Have To Vote 4 Taufik !!!

2004-12-01T22:03:00.000-08:00

Great day ... last minute arrangement but still turned out perfect ... went to orchard with Diana and Si'en ... shopping (sorta) ... bought myself this really cool pencil case ... of cuz Diana bought herself 1 too ... (great minds think alike) DUH !! too bad she didn't finish her shopping ... met Vivian, Le qi and Min jun there as well ... they went after their CIP ... anyway, Bernice was suppose to come along ... of cuz she was so worked up and hyperventilating the whole damn situation ... more like sylvester being s'pore idol than "i can't go to orchard" ... jeez ...

talking about singapore idol... ... ... ...

I WANT TAUFIK TO BE SINGAPORE IDOL !!!!
why dun ppl juz face the fact tad sylvester is a bad singer ... ok fine ... at least he can make it to the finals but damn it, taufik should be singapore idol by right !!! He's a better singer ... and why the hell should Olinda be out in the 1st place ... this is so freakin not fair ... haiyo ... ok ... enough .. i'm goin back to watch tv ... nitEz ...

BasketBall Day... A disaster ???

2004-11-29T15:20:00.000-08:00

Holidays are boring ... of cuz the ambience at home is much better though ... with music ... anyway ... this is my first blog entry ... still very blur of wad to do cuz i'm new ... duh !!!

went to play bball wif si en , wei kok , bonner , MY and blah blah blah ... well , i didn't really play cuz i was so tired ... someone forced me to come but i'm gonna be nice and not mention who tad person is ... ^_^ anywae ... wei kok and MY got angry ... cuz of tad timid guy ! god knows wads his name ... i dun giv a damn anywae ... dun wanna know hu he is ... cried eventually ! they were fighting (sort of) ... me and si en were like "wad-the-hell" ... nvm .. tads guys bizz ... not gonna bother ...

hmm ... went wif si en and xiao yu (fishy) to lot 1 to have lunch ... of cuz my irritating bro tagged along ... hurmpf ... den i went home of cuz ... very sian ... nothin to do either ... ok ... i found somethin to do ... byez ...